Two years ago you came into our lives

Two years ago today we had the most beautiful baby boy God could have given us. His name was Elijah Lucas Appel. We named him Elijah because God took the prophet Elijah up to heaven in a chariot. He did not die. We knew Elijah our son might die so we wanted to give him a strong name. A name that represented life everlasting.
Elijah was a little prophet himself. His smile was infectious. He could draw you into his world with his clear blue/gray eyes. They painted a picture of love, trust and something else that was not of this world. Something that words cannot express.

I do wish Elijah was still with us. Yet, I know that he is where he should be. I rest in that. I do not regret nor do I ponder on the what ifs. It was an experience I will never forget. It was hard and heartbreaking at times but I felt the presence of God like no other time in my life. Every moment was precious and meaningful. Elijah's life was not a tragedy or a waste. His every breath was a message and his life was a testimony. If we catch that message and see that testimony then his life is more meaningful that some that healthy and live until they are old.

Dear sweet Elijah,
I will never forget you! Being your mommy was a gift I will treasure the rest of my life. I can't wait to see you again.
Love,
Your mommy